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11 December 2015 @ 01:53 pm

i am KATRINA. a filipino citizen who loves making fangirly-noise.
i love massu, tegoshi, tegomass, news, daichii, hikanoo, kisumai, and pigs.
i love the TEGOMASSU pairing.
i love making graphics and anything that has to do with tegomasu and news
my journal has few RL rants, most of the time, it's just pure fangirling
i write fics but i kind of got lazy on writing recently.
♥ ♥ ♥


mood:: creativecreative
listening to:: hoshi wo mezashite~news
20 October 2014 @ 01:36 am
Title: YUKIDARUMA / Snowman
Author: katrinasacay
Pairing: TegoshiXMasuda (Tegomass)
Rating: PG
Genre: Friendship
Summary: Masuda met him when the winter season was about to start.
A/N: Loosely based from one of my favorite Tegomass song, "Yukidaruma". The lyrics and the song are both heartbreaking, and I have always dreamed of being abe to write a story for this. I would recommend that you read the lyrics/translation of the song first before you read. :)


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mood:: accomplishedaccomplished
11 September 2014 @ 02:49 am

greeting my journal after skipping the 6th year post LOL
also, happy birthday to my sister Kristel and happy anniversary to my dear bias group NEWS.
errr, i'm sure i'll fail on making a decent post for their anniv so... just making sure i've greeted them!

wow, my journal has been active for those many years heeee~~h, just kidding.
of course i obviously cheated since i rarely posted after papa was gone and i've been eaten by real life.
i'm sooo active on fb though!

anyway, i hope i can catch up to everyone!
i miss reading my f-list feed. nudge me if you feel like telling me something interesting! :)

hugs and kisses to all my dear friends ;)
26 April 2014 @ 04:44 am

hi everyone. just passing by and checking on all of you :)
i may not be around much here in lj but i'm still in the fandom. LOL
hope you're all doing well. i would love to hear from you guys. ^^
mood:: giddygiddy
01 February 2014 @ 02:26 am

i feel like livejournal's becoming my breather when it comes to real life stuff/rants, well... aside from twitter (which i only open whenever i feel annoyed about life and all)
i'm really getting so frustrated lately. i'm looking for a part time job coz the company i'm working for right now (and as usual) is not going well, and i need money so bad. ;___; the one i applied for did not accept me for technical reason (internet connection LOL). for the first time after a long time, i felt that sad feeling of being rejected again; orz

i also wanted to pursue my dream of writing stories again but i always think my works are not appealing. i wanted to submit stories while publishing companies here in our country are supporting contemporary writers T^T but i don't have much confidence. :(

i want to improve on my drawing too... be able to draw better coz my style isn't going anywhere.

i want to live alone because mom and i are having more misunderstandings and fights lately. i almost ran away from home last time :(
she's been treating me like a teenager again when i'm already reaching 27.

i want to get my motivations back on running sites related to fandom.

i want to take up culinary/baking class, and japanese classes too.

i want to do so many things!!!

i want to find myself...
mood:: frustratedfrustrated
11 December 2013 @ 02:13 am
it's been a month since you were gone.
exactly, 36 days when you left to be with our Lord.
i always talk about wanting to move on, but in reality i don't want to.
i still can't believe you're gone already. we've just known about your sickness last May, how come you're not with us anymore? it was just 6 months, why? it's so fast. :(
i had so many plans for you once you get better. i had a dream of bringing you to a very nice place so you can relax. i had a dream of making you see my future family.
papa, i miss you so much,
the last time i've seen you alive, i did not even get to kiss or hug you.
i just bid goodbye on a sunday to go to cavite, and i came back home just to learn you were gone on a tuesday :'(
it's so painful each time i remember how i left the house without any idea it'll be my last chance to see you T^T

it's so lonely without you papa.
i feel like i'm living a lie everyday. like this was all just a dream and one day i'll wake up and you're there. alive and smiling. :(
wherever you are right now, please watch over us. please be happier there. i love you papa.

your daughter Katrina ;__;
mood:: crushedcrushed
07 November 2013 @ 11:27 am
Dad has finally joined our Creator last Tuesday morning,
he can now take a rest and be in a much happier place without the pains.

But I miss him so much. I really really miss him. :'(
mood:: depresseddepressed
04 November 2013 @ 07:16 pm

i really miss you and your poison tongue.
i wish i can keep up with your projects but as a fail fan, i can only watch few. :(
stay healthy and gorgeous xD

(late greeting, i knowww. LOL)
mood:: happyhappy

as some of you know already, especially if you're in my facebook since i'm posting my RL rants there instead... my dad's condition has gotten worse. can't believe the last time i talked about his case was four months ago, in THIS post. believe it or not, after that incident, so many things had happened and changed in my life. that time, i thought it's a kind of sickness which he can recover within some time. i thought he'll feel better after a month or two. at first, the diagnosis were showing he has liver cirrhosis... dad has undergone so many lab tests to make sure what really was his condition.

he has liver cancer.

we never expected someone in the family will have it. no one among us or our relatives suffered cancer before. it's the first time. it's shocking and devastating, we didn't know how to handle such case. for the past few months, he's been in and out of the hospital.
my dad who used to be so healthy and cheerful is now losing his health. it breaks my heart to see his thin body, his eyes getting weak, and his voice turning to whispers. sometimes, he has to do in gesture or write what he wants to say. he wears diapers now, but he never asked me to change for him. it seems he's embarrassed about it... :'( actually, that's one thing that makes me feel useless. :(

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mood:: depresseddepressed
"Time will change everything in the future
All the flowers in the world are trying to bloom
Life goes on"
- from Wasurenaisa ~Life Goes On~ by NEWS

3 2003 and 2013 (SIGNIFICANT YEARS)
different people from different groups, different characters, different start on their company... became one.
they became NEWS. on Sept. 2003 nine personalities with one hope, to debut and be recognized, had their wish come true.
it's a year when they began to take their steps forward. they were so young, they have their dreams of doing concerts and meeting more fans. their "doubts" and "fears" were so hidden, they set it aside to be able to walk towards that bright future.

and this year, 2013, we have four men from that 9-people group still continuing their walk towards the same goal. 10 years of walking with their hands held together. but they're not just four, they're with the fans who are walking along with them, supporting each other. their dreams are not just dreams anymore, but a reality they'll keep on doing as long as there are those people who believes in them.

"I believe that we're soul mates. Let's walk ahead together, ok? I wanna be together forever."
- Koyama (Translation from Member Ai Love #801, 2012.10.01 by ninkinikki / spilledmilk25 )
mood:: busybusy